What do you say?
So I realize (with a little help from my friends) that my last post may have left some of you feeling like you don't know what to say to me. I'm sorry. I'm scared and overwhelmed and frustrated and excited and need to be able to express all of it.But you know the right things to say to someone who is about to have a baby. And you can guess the right things to say to someone with a child in the hospital. And I can think of nothing better to help me remember what a blessing Maddie is then for you to remind me of how special she is and how much you are looking forward to meeting her and kissing her and holding her.
We are so blessed to have your love and support and prayers. And I am thankful that you read this blog and let me pour myself out into it, even if sometimes I'm a total mess.
I have been following your blog for sometime now because I too am having a baby with CDH. I know exactly how you feel about wanting to be excited but it is soo hard when really you just want to know they are safe and right now staying in our tummies is the best place for them. I think the same thing everyday. I get asked well dont you wanna see him... I do but I also want him to be safe. Just know you are not alone in feeling the way you are feeling.... It is a long and scary road we are on
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